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this is ME

by KARMAA

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1.
Do You See Me? 03:57
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Do you see me? Do you need me? Am I going crazy? Or is it just my anxiety? Please help me I don't know what I'm supposed to do When I can't get my mind off of you I'm invisible like Danny Phantom Trying not to get stuck like glue I'm paper if you're rock I just can't seem to win My hearts trapped in a box Cause my mind plays pretend My thoughts act like you're mine But i know that you're not I'm not even on ya radar I'm not even a blot You don't know how badly I wish That I could be All that you want I'm trying not to cause a scene It's not your fault I'm a fool for love I'm not even your type But I wish that I was In my eyes you're perfection One touch is deception It's accidental but my heart Has different intentions I'll try to numb the pain with an intervention My apologies for the misconception Do you see me standing here? Do you know how much I fear? That you ain't ever gonna feel the same Even when you've made it clear I'm crying, I'm crying till I fall asleep I'm trying, I'm trying please tell me you see Hearts dying, hearts dying you do it with ease I'm fighting, I'm fighting don't give up on me Do you see me? Do you see me? You don't know the pain I cause myself You don't know the ache that my heart felt When you turned away then my heart fell I'm the one to blame for this love spell You say nothings changed You claim you're still the same Maybe that's the truth My anxiety's in the way I can't help if it weighs me down I can't help how it makes me frown I can't stop the fear of losing you Feeling like imma drown In my eyes you're perfection One touch is deception It's accidental but my heart Has different intentions I'll try to numb the pain with an intervention My apologies for the misconception Do you see me standing here? Do you know how much I fear? That you ain't ever gonna feel the same Even when you've made it clear I'm crying, I'm crying till I fall asleep I'm trying, I'm trying please tell me you see Hearts dying, hearts dying you do it with ease I'm fighting, I'm fighting don't give up on me Am I going crazy? Cause you don't see me Can somebody trade me? Cause my heart is breaking Am I going crazy? Cause you don't see me Can somebody trade me? Cause my heart is breaking Do you see me Going crazy Do you see me Going crazy Do you see me Going crazy Do you see me Do you see me? Do you see me standing here? Do you know how much I fear? That you ain't ever gonna feel the same Even when you've made it clear I'm crying, I'm crying till I fall asleep I'm trying, I'm trying please tell me you see Hearts dying, hearts dying you do it with ease I'm fighting, I'm fighting don't give up on me I'm crying, I'm crying till I fall asleep I'm trying, I'm trying please tell me you see Hearts dying, hearts dying you do it with ease I'm fighting, I'm fighting don't give up on me Do you see me? Crazy, crazy Do you see me?
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You Don't Know 02:42
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You don't know who I am Even though I've bared my whole soul You don't care about my past Even though it's been a lonely road I'm transparent I'm an open book Lie I wouldn't dare it My eyes have you shook Cause you don't know who I am And I don't know if you can I'm broken inside Beat down to pieces Distraught in mind You wouldn't believe it I put on a smile Dead internally I'm lost like a child If only you'd see I talk to stars Theyre my only friends I pray my heart Overcomes all this pain I feel like my body's Permanently strained You tell me to stop That it's all in my head But You don't know who I am Even though I've bared my whole soul You don't care about my past Even though it's been a lonely road I'm transparent I'm an open book Lie I wouldn't dare it My eyes have you shook Cause you don't know who I am And I don't know if you can I've been on this bridge Fighting for life I'm close to the edge Looking for a sign If I did jump Would heaven still be mine You act like you know me But we both know the lie You don't know who I am Even though I've bared my whole soul You don't care about my past Even though it's been a lonely road You don't know who I am And I don't know if you can
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VICES 03:35
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I've been walkin on my own for some time now I been feelin all alone my whole life yeah Ive been stumbling through my days Like I'm stuck in a drunk haze But the truth is that I'm sober Fighting through the aches and pains Depression got a vice grip on my neck now I'm tappin out call it ref don't make me beg yeah I don't know how much more my heart can take I've already got too much food left up on my plate My life is like a fourth down, I'm inches from the goal My legs are stuck in quick sand and I'm sinking slow I'm losing grip on life, I'm losing all control It's hard to breathe like I'm constricted by a boa I'm reaching out but no one can see me At the top of my lungs I'm screaming Pitch black all around, death is teasing Every turn I get stung then they leave me Depression and anxiety I don't want it Fear and doubt consuming me Yeah it's haunting Take the pain from me I'll do anything I'll do anything cause I've been walkin on my own for some time now I been feelin all alone my whole life yeah I've been stumbling through my days Like I'm stuck in a drunk haze But the truth is that I'm sober Fighting through the aches and pains Depression got a vice grip on my neck now I'm tappin out call it ref don't make me beg yeah I don't know how much more my heart can take I've already got too much food left up on my plate My life's a circus and I'm stuck up on the tight rope Suspended in the air don't let me fall or choke I'm trapped in a box but the locks broke I'm a clown to those who know me they've all lost hope I'm reaching out but no one can see me At the top of my lungs I'm screaming Pitch black all around, death is teasing Every turn I get stung then they leave me Depression and anxiety I don't want it Fear and doubt consuming me Yeah it's haunting Take the pain from me I'll do anything I'll do anything cause I've been walkin on my own for some time now I been feelin all alone my whole life yeah I've been stumbling through my days Like I'm stuck in a drunk haze But the truth is that I'm sober Fighting through the aches and pains Depression got a vice grip on my neck now I'm tappin out call it ref don't make me beg yeah I don't know how much more my heart can take I've already got too much food left up on my plate
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work in progress 02:18
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I'm a DIY Project I'm trying my best Got some habits need breaking here's my confession I'm Consumed by my fears which result in aggression When I feel vulnerable my tongue is a weapon Each moment of weakness is another learned lesson I'm a DIY project Don't mean to digress I'm trying my best I push and I push so you can't hurt me first I push and I push can't help myself it's a curse say things that I don't mean And I say it with conviction So when I'm apologizing You don't believe my words were fiction I'm a DIY project Don't mean to digress I'm trying my best I can't fault your disbelief I can't fault you I won't hate you if you leave No i won't hate you I accept my own defeat Defeat is mine The blame falls only on me Only on me I'm a DIY project Don't mean to digress I'm trying my best I'm a work in a progress I'm a DIY project Don't mean to digress I'm trying my best I'm a work in a progress I'm a work in progress I'm a work in progress DIY project Don't mean to digress I'm tryin my best I'm a work in progress
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I Got THIS 04:13
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I hit rock bottom now I'm gunning for the top I dove into life head first landed in a belly flop I'll embrace the pain cause it's a lesson not a loss I started crawling, walking now I'm running and can't stop The memories consume me I laugh cause it's confusing I can't figure out Just how I let you abuse me Mentally exhausted Emotionally defrosted I'm Losing sight of myself Now please approach with all caution I'm sorry if I hurt you It's only out of defense I've got a heart to guard Still pain is what I expect Yet again I dive in head first Don't have to be coerced Hoping each time will work And maybe I'll break the curse I hit rock bottom now I'm gunning for the top I dove into life head first landed in a belly flop I'll embrace the pain cause it's a lesson not a loss I started crawling, walking now I'm running and can't stop All the pain and woes Imma let it go Look in the mirror and Let me know All the hate and lows Imma let it go Look in the mirror and Let me know You got this, you got this, you got this, yeah you know got it I got this, I got this, I got this, yeah you know I got it I'm fragile with hesitation In need of some motivation I know you feel the frustration I promise I'm worth the patience So take my hand Baby don't let go Please understand I can't do this alone Let's make new plans I'll follow where you go Thanks in advance embracing the unknown So let's dive in this head first Don't have to be coerced Hoping this time will work And maybe we'll break the curse I hit rock bottom now I'm gunning for the top I dove into life head first landed in a belly flop I'll embrace the pain cause it's a lesson not a loss I started crawling, walking now I'm running and can't stop All the pain and woes Imma let it go Look in the mirrors and Let me know All the hate and lows Imma let it go Look in the mirror Let me know You got this, you got this, you got this, yeah you know got it I got this, I got this, I got this, yeah you know I got it Can't stop, won't stop I'm on a high Do you see me? Anxiety in my eyes You don't know the depression I fight I'm a work in progress overcoming every vice I hit rock bottom but I got this I got this I got this I hit rock bottom Rock bottom Rock bottom I hit rock bottom I hit rock bottom now I'm gunning for the top I dove into life head first landed in a belly flop I'll embrace the pain cause it's a lesson not a loss I started crawling, walking now I'm running and can't stop All the pain and woes Imma let it go Look in the mirrors and Let me know All the hate and lows Imma let it go Look in the mirror Let me know You got this, you got this, you got this, yeah you know got it I got this, I got this, I got this, yeah you know I got it

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This EP is the emotional rollercoaster that comes with mental health struggles.

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released January 7, 2022

Thousand Grams
Dakota
A2thaMo Makes Beats
KiloOnTheBeat
Ellipsi
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Mateus Seth

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KARMAA Gainesville, Texas

Mariah "MK" Wilson, also known as Karmaa, is a Cali born and raised, Texas living Rapper/Singer/Songwriter.


She's not one to stick to the rules and never intends to follow the crowd. She intends to inspire the uninspired and change lives by being able to relate to others and talk about taboo topics that others don't like to or won't acknowledge and speak on. ... more

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